Stop Making Me YOUR Excuse

There was a time, when I was a young girl, that I blamed myself for how people treated me. I felt that I was the problem for the adults and the fellow friends. As I grew up, I continued to beat up on myself regarding the relationships I had with people and the results there of.

I finally woke up.

I woke up when I realized that every WRONG thing I did as child, God would forgive me, and HE did. I finally realized that what others CHOOSE to do was a result of what THEY felt they needed to do, not by any thing I did to them.

I realized that how WE act and react to others is by response of the spirit within us. NO one can make us do anything we do NOT already want to do. Just the evil or the good held within dictates to us in our inner ear.

So what happens next? Well, first off, I want to tell all those connected to me in some way shape or form; if I offended you with my cut throat in your face reality of what GOD really wants, and you don't like it...stop. JUST STOP making me your excuse for the relationship we now have. No matter what you think and how many spiritual cosigners you need, I love you with the love of the Lord and according to God's bible, not the man made doctrine's that have been dictated to us all these years.

Secondly, those of you that have been connected with me through ministry, business, this blog or more, understand that your life on this earth is going to end. Be ready for it when you take a moment to look at your life and what you have done to others. How will God look at you? Have you repented of any wrongs? Not everything you have done is wrong so you have to look at it all. Be ready for your friends and colleagues to use you as an excuse for their actions.

I did this as a child, looking at all of me and I had trouble understanding God's work in my life. I did not SEE it or understand it until about 3 years ago when my body was totally clear of all liquor and things that hurt my temple(my body). I started to see how the smallest miracles are just as GRAND as the large ones I was waiting on. I looked at how I treated people in business, and in life; I looked at how I shared myself with my now husband and how it was MISUNDERSTOOD. I looked at how open my book of life was used against me and how, right now, I am still misunderstood and rejected.

Although I am misunderstood and rejected, I am not going to allow my "connections" to make me their excuse. I follow a command that is not part of the Ten Commandments and I share it with others so that they understand: Ezekiel 33:8
When I say to the wicked, ‘O wicked man, you shall surely die!’ and you do not speak to warn the wicked from his way, that wicked man shall die in his iniquity; but his blood I will require at your hand.

This is important. WHY? I know God's word...I do NOT apply what I like to my life and leave what I don't like. So, when I share what the word says and you don't like me for sharing it..too bad. WHY? My salvation is more important than how you feel about the word that is needed for you. Once you, saints, figure out that the life you have should show Christ's light and illuminate to all not just who you pick and choose and that YOUR salvation is just as important (actually more important) than the car you drive you will realize that all else means nothing. Don't fail...don't stop...and please don't keep using ME as your excuse. I am nothing but a breathe on this earth....

Let me be strong for you...........

Only one
Only me
Only them
Just my 3......

Three became four
Four became more
and life became...........

Business is strong
School was good
Teens are growing
Learning as they should

Let me be strong for you.................

I look up and not out
I look right and not left
When I hold my hand up
I see 72
When I look out straight
I see pain......I see struggle

Let me be strong for you................

When I look at the months ahead
I look at my life as it has been
Forgetting what the bible tells me
I look at my life as it has been
I see childhood
All over again.............

Let me be strong for you.............
The Lord said

He would handle my battles
He would fight for me
He would help me stand up
He would help me get it together

Let me be strong for you............

Thank you Father, for being strong for ME!

Single Parent Syndrome and all alone.

This post is going to be real short and real to the point.

When you are single with 2-3 kids or even one child and you don't have help you are in trouble! You may or may not have a car, you might be trying to go to work and/or school and you don't have any money.

Where is the help? Even if you are on the system, their money isn't enough! What do you do? You lean on the Lord's side and keep your head up. I was there...with 2 and 3 children. I'm still there married with 4 children.

It is hard to be single and considered doing the right thing....when you aren't listening to the "normal folk"! And what is normal? Normal is what you do that's GOOD and morally correct for your family.

Just because you were a shack dancer all those years ago doesn't mean you don't know the value of a $1 it just means you have great business sense! God help us!
Did you know it is a blizzard outside your life and inside? You are hot and cold all at the same time because you are trying to be mom and dad and there is no one there for you! Do you understand the downfall of that at the age of 50? You might be able to accomplish much, but when you look back you don't well up with pride, your eyes fill with tears because Tommy and Joanna at 3 years of age didn't understand all you went through to get them to college, get them a good education and for YOU to keep living. It's Single Person Syndrome and all alone...you need motivation and encouragement and you couldn't get it. That's okay...wake up, look up! The only being that has your best interest at heart is God.
That's it, that's all...that's everything!